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The Future Is Not What It Used To Be

by Pajaro Sunrise

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1.
These are golden times for the mute and the blind, there’s so much you can see and not say. Oh, complying is king from the fashion magazines to the trite avant-garde of the day. When the weight of loss crushes everybody’s souls, and the loss of weight becomes a death-wish trait. Sci-fi nerds teaching lessons on despair through rippling waves of bad conscience TV. And the morning news stark intent on scaring you as if you were not scared as hell as yet. Golden times for neurotic market highs dressed in drag as a fad for mental health. Now the blaze of love is just a meager waning flame and the last frontier has gone way beyond the charts. In their AI dreams there’s no room for fun and games, not a kiss, not a hug, not a fuck. Oh, raise your voice, I will try to understand with a level eye in the light of my mistakes. But don’t you expect no trade-in, no guarantee; I will die, you will die, everybody will die someday. I will die, you will die, and that’s OK. Let’s get drunk over the ever-turning tide of random threats, silly rules and musty clowns. Cooked unrest for the peoples of the west to feel sorry about themselves if nothing else. Now the goons been going deadly serious for so long it will take more than woke to wake us up. Either you’re out or you’re in, there is nothing in between, just a void where the gamblers hide their cards. Now the blaze of love is just a meager waning flame and the last frontier has gone way beyond the charts. In their AI dreams there’s no room for fun and games, not a kiss, not a hug, not a fuck. Oh, raise your voice, I will try to understand with a level eye in the light of my mistakes. But don’t you expect no trade-in, no guarantee; I will die, you will die, everybody will die someday. I will die, you will die, and that’s OK.
2.
I am changing as the weather, I’m a selfish little man. I prop myself up on a feather, so I tend to move while standing still. Oh, as time goes by I’m getting complicated, I mean, I’m hard to please and hard to figure out. I don’t care for trends, online success or retro culture, I’m a one-guy -ism slowly going South. This is too small a circus for so many clowns, and still the biggest jokes go unnoticed. I may not know my way yet, but I got the know-how. Oh my, the harder they try, huh, the louder I laugh. Hahaha, hahaha. Hahaha, hahaha. I could’ve done a lot of things a lot better, I could’ve spent my summer break a lot better. I could’ve drawn the masterplan a lot better, I could’ve seen ‘em come at me a lot better. I could’ve known where I was going a lot better, I could’ve tried to speak my mind a lot better. I could’ve done a lot of things a lot better, I could’ve done a lot of things a lot better. But this is too small a circus for so many clowns, and still the biggest jokes go unnoticed. I may not know my way yet, but I got the know-how. Oh my, the harder they try, huh, the louder I laugh. Hahaha, hahaha. Hahaha, hahaha. You just never had a choice but to make a weapon of yourself, if it hurts their feelings it can only mean that something’s maybe not that well. From where I stand le ciel est blanc and you’re the clouds over Manhattan don’t get lost in your head, don’t get lost in details. This is too small a circus for so many clowns, and still the biggest jokes go unnoticed. I may not know my way yet, but I got the know-how. Oh my, the harder they try, huh, the louder I laugh. Hahaha, hahaha. Hahaha, hahaha.
3.
Devotion 03:37
Every time I see you, you make me wanna sing ‘cause you’re the one, oh oh oh. There’s nothing much to tell, it’s written on your DNA: you’re the one, oh oh oh. This is not only love, it’s devotion: love’s just a tiny single drop down in this ocean. To your summer there is no September, you make me wanna rent a boat and start on our adventures. But it’s 3:35 and I am watching the phone, (It’s 3:35, watching the phone) waiting for a call I know very well may never come. (Wait for a call, may never come) Somewhere down the line you must be awake too, (Down along the line you might be awake) I need to find a way to get the message through to you ‘cause (I will find a way) You’re the one, oh oh oh. Mmm, you’re the one, oh oh oh. You wanna swim in the Sun? Well, you can ‘cause you are the one, oh oh oh. You are the one. Every day when you wake up, you thank God for the lost battles, every little scar under your make up made you free. I thank God for all the creatures, every one with special features. Some of them quite interesting, but none like you, ooh ooh, ‘cause You’re the one, oh oh oh. Mmm, you’re the one, oh oh oh. You wanna swim in the Sun? Well, you can ‘cause you are the one, oh oh oh. You can shoot at the moon, you can spit at the sun. You can do what you please ‘cause, baby, you are the one. You can shoot at the moon, you can spit at the sun. You can do what you please ‘cause baby, you are the one. Hey baby, you are the one. You’re the one, oh oh oh. Mmm, you’re the one, oh oh oh.
4.
Parking Lot 03:52
Bob Dylan on the mall’s PA, crooning from the past about the girl who ran away but never got too far. Huge brown eyes, boho clothes, she was slick but also a friend of Bob’s. Lingerie on mannequins turns me on no more, either I’m growing up or I’m growing old, might as well be a bit of both. Now Bob Dylan’s in a loop, calling names and feeling sorry about the girl who ran away and stole his shoes. It gets awfully cold in this parking lot, checking out my phone just in case you decide to call. Dreaming’s cheap, it’s the waking up that’s hard when you’re cold and alone and a little stoned in a parking lot. Don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart, don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart, don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart, don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart. I used to fret myself to death about the many days to come, how am I supposed to pay the rent and then take you out for lunch. In a world gone mad with passing time I realized I was about to lose my mind. Saturday’s not a good day for hanging out by yourself: too many drinks, too many drunks, too many little birds. We can find a better place or crash at each other’s couches, we can make ourselves forget about the bad days. It gets awfully cold in this parking lot, checking out my phone just in case you decide to call. Dreaming’s cheap, it’s the waking up that’s hard when you’re just cold and alone and a little stoned in a parking lot. It gets awfully cold in this parking lot, checking out my phone just in case you decide to call. Dreaming’s cheap, it’s the waking up that’s hard when you’re just cold and alone and a little stoned in a parking lot. Don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart, don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart, don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart, don’t wanna break my heart, babe. You wouldn’t break my heart, don’t wanna break my heart, babe.
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Hey Matisse 02:41
You’re a queen, what is wrong with that? Eat the cake, call the fools, have some fun. You don’t need no one to say I love you, you’ll just rise with the tide as soon as you have to. Bring out your cookies and the dreams you were saving for the future, the future is not what it used to be. Straighten your shoulders, you’re the queen, don’t you worry about missing pieces, you already have the whole damn thing. Mmmm, mmmm. Hey Matisse, give yourself some time to figure out when the work is finally done. If I just could make you see it’s beautiful, but everybody’s blind to the things they love the most, babe. Bring out your cookies and the dreams you were saving for the future, the future is not what it used to be. Straighten your shoulders, you’re the queen, don’t you worry about missing pieces, you already have the whole damn thing. Mmmm, mmmm.
6.
Not Hungry 03:57
Things work out without really trying, you don’t need to push so hard. Everybody’s dying to please you, why not let them try? Now if you wanna go, go for broke babe, and let the angels clean up the mess. It is so empty it hurts, it’s so full that it spills; no wonder it gets so hard to sell. Go dancing in the pouring rain, take your demons for a ride downtown. Don’t let nobody cry your tears, don’t let nobody block your sun. Start thinking with your flesh and bones. In the morning what is done is done, don’t let nobody mend your ways, don’t let nobody steal your heart. Don’t let nobody fight your battles for you. Now you kiss me once, I’m a beggar. Hey, you kiss me twice and I’m a prince. Hmmm, kiss me some more and I am crossing the fence to where the greener grass is always green. Hey, one step at a time we go climbing up the stairs. What is this place we just found? What is this feeling I got? Why do you keep me hanging on by a string? Go dancing in the pouring rain, take your demons for a ride downtown. Don’t let nobody cry your tears, don’t let nobody block your sun. Start thinking with your flesh and bones. In the morning what is done is done, don’t let nobody mend your ways, don’t let nobody steal your heart Don’t let nobody fight your battles for you. Don’t let nobody fight your battles for you. Don’t let nobody fight your battles for you. Don’t let nobody fight your battles for you, your battles for you.
7.
Inhale 03:28
It was my fault in the first place, I’m sorry it took me so long to realize it was all my fault, it was all my fault. Fuck the pain, I learnt a lot, fuck the tears, I’m a better man. But I don’t really give a damn since I lost the only one, that I ever wished to keep, ever really loved. I let a good girl down ‘cause I’m a selfish guy. Didn’t get tired of me, just got tired of crying. I’m not proud about the fact that it never crossed my mind to say I’m sorry. (Not that it changes anything, but I’m sorry). There were days I thought I’d die, in every eye I saw your eye. You were beautiful and I was blind. It takes some blows to make a man, alright. The louder he talks, the harder they come. I’m sorry I was so proud, I’m sorry I could not see, I’m sorry I didn’t know, I’m sorry I made you leave. I let a good girl down ‘cause I’m a selfish guy. Didn’t get tired of me, just got tired of crying. I let a good girl down ‘cause I’m a selfish guy Didn’t get tired of me, just got tired of crying.
8.
Lover Lover 02:10
I’ve had many lovers but just one love, guess I was too young to know so I screwed it up. Lover, lover, don’t give up on me, now the day’s getting dark, I start to see. The fortunes down the road didn’t mean that much, the walls I did not climb just turned to dust. Lover, lover, I grew up too soon, feet on the ground, head on the moon. Maybe I just love mirrors when they break, maybe it’s easier to give away than it’s to take.
9.
It is never cool to break somebody’s heart, but mine’s already broken so it doesn’t really hurt. You know I loved you so and perhaps I love you still. Every time you touch me I can feel the old thrill. Where did you learn that walk, babe, where did you get that smile? You must have been rehearsing while I was out wasting my time. Such a fool as I, such a humdinger girl like you, storming through the stage and missing all our cues. Remember rocking the place and never worrying too much, together we could have been the real top of the pops. Nobody did understand but we couldn’t care less, I guess. I guess all it takes to bring it back to life is a single night with her, a single night with her. I never thought I’d see you wearing my shirts again, feels like the house was haunted and you had never really left. Yeah, it’s old and it’s new, same deft fingers more tattoos, there must be something worth when we keep colliding like we do. Now I don’t need a map to locate the tender spots, I keep the one I stole when I got lost for the first time. We were oh so cute as a stubborn ticking bomb somebody had forgotten under the bed we were sleeping on. Remember rocking the place and never worrying too much, together we could have been the real top of the pops. Nobody did understand but we couldn’t care less, I guess, I guess all it takes to bring it back to life is a single night with her, a single night with her.
10.
I keep on walking down the same old streets where every single sign reads ‘you and me’. I’ve known love and I’ve heard the voices you would never chase. You were something else and I got scared. Became the thundercloud inside your head, bringing lots of noise but not a drop of rain. Like that time I told you sometimes it’s just cool to let it go and I went mad because I knew I was wrong. Yes, I went mad because I knew I was wrong. We were the only nonbelievers who got to see the face of God, making love by the shallow waters in the sun. Oh, never been so happy as when I didn’t know I was happy, swimming naked with your laughter ringing long after you were gone. Now pretty laughing eyes got sick and tired of crying so she went ahead and bought a new summer dress. Just to think of you my love used to feel like dying, still I’m trying. Did I scare you away? Hey, did I put you off? Context missing, there is no caption, just a picture, a morning shower raining down on some misguided creature. Out of focus like your daydreams when you meet me in the morning, half awake and half awaiting. We were the only nonbelievers who got to see the face of God, making love by the shallow waters in the sun. Oh, never been so happy as when I didn’t know I was happy, swimming naked with your laughter ringing long after you were gone.
11.
Pointless 03:24
They wake up and they’re already on their knees, lips forever parted to say please. They’re just a bunch of morons eating up whatever bullshit they’re fed with. Pointless like the title in a song, no one really gets the lyrics, so let’s move on. Where do they think they’re going, waving arms and preaching good will to the walls? And you can’t believe your eyes: they’re in control. The wolves guiding the lambs on made up words. For a tiny little while it was fun, but now it’s not. A comedy’s just a drama in disguise, sometimes you laugh so hard you can’t sleep at night. When the palace becomes a circus, clowns will take over the kingdom in a flash. Little bird, it’s just insane how far we’ve come in pretending we can’t see the missing lines. Give up today, screw tomorrow as the clowns beg, steal and borrow and just go wild. Now you can’t believe your eyes: they’re in control. The wolves guiding the lambs on made up words. For a tiny little while it was fun, but now it’s not. For a little little while it was fun, but now it’s not.
12.
Love’s a funny thing, it goes on and on. Love’s no diamond ring, but it cuts through stone. Love’s a heavy weight, it will drag you down just to break the fall before you hit the ground. What you got for me, now, what you got for me, what you got for me, now, is the sweetest thing. You smell like summer days basking in the sun, your skin a tepid dream I dream with my hands. People at the beach, they look beautiful because of you, the cloudy sky gone bright and blue. What you got for me, now, what you got for me, what you got for me, now, is the sweetest thing. What you got for me, now, what you got for me, what you got for me, now, is the sweetest thing. L-O-V-E, you’re meant just for me. Every string of my heart, singing for thee. L-O-V-E, you’re sweeter than wine, your kisses make me a giggly child.

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Pajaro Sunrise tiene nuevo disco y eso es una muy buena noticia. Una maravillosa colección de canciones que capturan, casi sin querer, la complejidad de la vida moderna.

Desde su último álbum, Man Of Many Faces, los días de Yuri Méndez han estado ocupados en cinco mudanzas, una pandemia, diversas bandas sonoras y el lanzamiento sorpresivo de tres singles en castellano. Y a pesar de —o gracias a— las muchas cajas sin abrir, el trabajo de estudio, las emergencias globales y un número innecesariamente grande de habitaciones distintas, de esos años convulsos surgió un disco luminoso que habla con lucidez del paso del tiempo, de las expectativas truncadas que anuncian liberaciones y de envejecer no como un drama, sino como el largo proceso de “aprender a no preocuparse y a amar la bomba”.

A lo largo del disco brillan la ironía, como en ‘Small Circus, So Many Clowns’ o ‘Parking Lot’, y la inocencia más pop de ‘Devotion’ o ‘Hey Matisse’; combinadas también con los momentos más sombríos de Pajaro Sunrise, como ‘The Mute And The Blind’, ‘Shallow Waters’ o ‘Inhale’, donde la voz de Méndez alcanza un nuevo grado de madurez sin despojarse completamente del candor de sus primeros álbumes.

Pajaro Sunrise es un espécimen extraño en la música independiente española, un tipo que va por libre con un catálogo de canciones excepcionales, reconocidas también más allá de nuestras fronteras. El leonés es un artesano, y ha despachado un disco redondo sin renunciar a que en algunas canciones se asomen Mark Fisher o Ken Kesey y en otras suenen trompetillas mofleteras post-lacanianas sin vergüenza ninguna.

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Pajaro Sunrise has a new album and that is very good news. “The Future Is Not What It Used To Be” presents a wonderful collection of songs that capture, almost unintentionally, the complexity of modern life.

Since his last album, “Man Of Many Faces”, Yuri Méndez’s days have been busy with five moves, a pandemic, several soundtracks and the surprise release of three singles in Spanish. And despite – or thanks to – the many unopened boxes, studio work, global emergencies and an unnecessarily large number of different rooms, out of those convulsive years emerged a luminous album that speaks lucidly of the passage of time, of truncated expectations that herald liberations and of growing old not as a drama, but as the long process of “learning not to worry and to love the bomb”.

Throughout the album, irony shines through, as in ‘Small Circus, So Many Clowns’ or ‘Parking Lot’, while pop innocence sparkles in ‘Devotion’ or ‘Hey Matisse’; combined also with Pajaro Sunrise’s more somber moments, such as ‘The Mute And The Blind’, ‘Shallow Waters’ or ‘Inhale’, where Mendez’s voice reaches a new degree of maturity without completely shedding the candor of his first albums.

Pajaro Sunrise is a rare specimen in Spanish independent music, a guy who treads his own path with a catalogue of exceptional songs and a diverse body of soundtrack work. He is a craftsman who has produced a flawless album which leaves room at times for traces of Mark Fisher and Ken Kesey, while other moments feature post-Lacanian puffy-cheek trumpet sounds.

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released February 2, 2024

Words and music by Yuri Méndez

Also starring
Javier Jiménez: violin, viola, cello
Shawn Lee: drums and percussion on The Sweetest Thing. Toy piano on Small Circus, So Many Clowns. Additional drums on Inhale
David ‘El Indio’ García: drums on Not Hungry

Published by Discos Buenos

Mastered by Pete Maher except 2, 4, 6, 9 by Jari Morinen

Artwork by Tata&Friends

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